Gay Play Toys

I was friggin horny this morning. I just had to come home and blog about my horny day. I work in a boring office, but we are right near a University and the job attracts tons of hot-looking guys who are recent grads. Shit, I love it. It might not be the best job in the world, but man, oh, man, the eye candy. So, I guess sometimes I get horny thinkin about the hot guys before I even get there. I know at least one of two of those twinks gotta be gay.

I had my usual mornin wood when I woke up. But instead of waxin it right away, I decided to wait. I took my shower, put on my tightest snap-on cock ring, and got ready for work. On the train, I was so hot just thinking I was hidin a big ol gay hard-on and sex toy in my pants.

I went in like usual, talked to the boss, and got a real good look at the new kid who works across the hall. H-O-T. I actually got so stiff at one point, I didn’t even feel like I could walk around, so I sat at my desk sort-of working, and sort of working my cock. The cock ring felt so tight and once in a while I’d give myself a little stroke under the desk.

Finally, it was lunchtime, & I decided to take a little time in the bathroom. My drippin precum was my lubricant, and I jacked it right there and splooged the sink. I was just thinkin of how bad I wanna suck that new guy off.

Last night I was waiting around for the trick-or-treaters to come collect their candy, and I started thinkin’. I’m not really that much of a costume guy. But after a while, I realized the ridiculous popularity of Hannah Montana. I don’t know how many Hannah Montanas came to the door! Maybe it was just my basic queeny horniness, but I started to wonder what it would be like to have a Hannah Montana drag queen over to play with for the night.

I imagined that the next Hannah Montana that came to my door wasn’t a little girl, but a slim and muscled man in sexy pre-teen clothing. It was getting late, so I closed up the candy shop and went to my bedroom to continue the fantasy. My Hannah Montana would follow me in, and lie down on the bed. I’d tell “her” I wanted to introduce her to my little friends… and I’d pull out my favorite gay sex toys. I took off my clothes and imagined Hannah there with me with a short skirt barely hiding the bulge behind it.

I had my cock firmly in hand and the lubricant was abundant as my mind wandered to what I’d do next. My Hannah was going to take it in the ass. So as I slipped my favorite anal toy into my own eager asshole, I thought about my Hannah on her boy-bitch knees, about to take first a sex toy or two, then my hard dick, while she still wore that little skirt hiked up on her waist and a super-gay bleach blonde wig. Ah, sweet relief came quick with that fantasy.

A lot of guys don’t really know that much about the use of cock rings when they first get into the gay scene. There is always more one can learn about sex toys in general, and thankfully, today there are a lot of sources for information for everyone interested in the subject.

Cock rings, first and foremost, serve a function. They help keep blood in the erect penis, thus allowing a man to keep an erection harder and for a longer period of time. The size and style of cock rings are just about endless. Some are like simple o-rings, some have an addition to cradle or squeeze the testicles, etc. For some men with erectile dysfunction, using a cock ring really makes the difference between the ability to achieve penetration or not, while others seek the good feelings produced simply by having a strong erection.

For others, wearing a cock ring is all about fashion. They are available in all colors and various materials. In clubs, baths, or other places where men may be nude or seeking sexual activity, the sight of a cock ring on a man may be a turn-on. As with certain articles of clothing, the rings may be experienced by some as a fetish item that provides excitement on its own aside from its function or gay fashion statement.

I was just thinking about one of the best times my husband and I invited the guys over. He and I have been “married” for 5 years now. We love to play around, so while straight guys go out for beers and poker or whatever it is they do, we invite our gay guy friends over for some good, hot bedroom fun.

Every time is a little different. We always eventually get down into some deep fucking and oral pleasures, but the vibe changes from time to time. It was just before Christmas this one time, so I think we were in the spirit and got a little more touchy-feely than usual. I had my Eros Power Cream on the nightstand, and one of the boys dipped his hand in the lubricant. Rather than get down to business on a cock or lube up the gay sex toys, he just started to spread it around my back. I am very smooth, so it felt great. Before we knew it, there were five gay guys smearing lubricant all over each other—rolling around, massaging each other, and cuddling. Besides with my partner, I wasn’t used too much beyond just pure gay sex, so this was kind of weird and almost… romantic.
We laid around in each other’s arms most of the night, and eventually the lubricant got us all hot enough that we all jacked ourselves and each other off to a fabulous finish. Maybe one day we’ll get slippery and close like that again.

I am guessing that a lot of you guys are lucky enough to be out in New York or California, but I’m here in Montana. When I think of the big cities of the world, I imagine men holding hands everywhere and a gay sex toy store on every corner. Well, I know it’s not like that, but I know for a fact most people have more access to that kind of culture than I do.

I have gone to a couple private parties where guys had some gay toys for sale, and that was ok, but at least where I am, there’s no place to go out and buy anything that I know of. Once I discovered online shopping, I was set. I never had any ideas that there was so much diversity and possibility for a simple cock ring! I love cock rings and especially lubricants made for J/O, so I am stocked up and happy for now. I still wished I lived somewhere where I could be a little more open, but at least I have the best accessories money can buy.

I come here too often, to this site I mean. I spend a lot of time on the internet nowadays looking at sex toys, and imagining what the hell I would do with some of these contraptions. I’m not stupid enough to reveal any critical details about myself but I want to make an anonymous confession, at least to feel for a fleeting moment that I set the record straight. Funny choice of words, that is, setting the record straight, because as you may have guessed already, my confession is simply that well, I am gay. I am a closeted gay man, married and living a very quiet life in suburbia with my wife. The kids are grown and out of the house now, but still I can’t imagine after all this time coming out in public and disappointing everyone. God, look at the shame in that last sentence, I won’t erase it though, because it’s really how I feel, skewed and unfair as it may be, I am still today ruled by my own fears, and limited wealth of self acceptance. The world was different though when I was coming up in it. Gay men were hidden away and cloistered from the world, to be gay was to choose exile and I love my town my life. So in place of the love of a man, I have chosen to troll the internet looking at the Johnny Hazard 8” Cock, or the Jeff Stryker Vibrator, imaging what they might be like to slide between my lips, or think what it might be like to watch those two men undulate between my legs with my cock in their mouths. Tonight I am breaking my cherry of sorts, not only by sharing this albeit anonymously, but also by buying my very own realistic dildo. I want to know what it feels like to touch it, I want to see if it makes me feel braver to perhaps finally come out to the world or at the least, share this secret with my wife.

How many times can this happen, I meet a guy, he digs me, I dig him, we have some drinks, a date maybe two (if he’s a little less forward than I) and then we mess around a bit before I bring him back to my place and then well then the newbie can’t hang with a few gay sex toys. It’s not so much that these boys aren’t curious or willing, they for the most part are, but it seems too often that these boys are intimidated by the toys, like they’d never lubed up an anal plug or wrapped their hard candy in a cock ring before. The worst ones though are the ones who are openly opposed to the use of toys? I mean come on ladies!!!! We already exist on the edge of public acceptance,! We lead the charge in expanding the boundaries of social acceptance in the public world; shouldn’t we be the forerunners when it comes to the bedroom too? I mean for Jesus sake, it can NOT be argued that we have the market cornered on giving head, shouldn’t we build on that and corner the toy and apparel mastery as well? (PS- I am not blaspheming; I am referring above to my little latino friend Jesus who occasionally sneaks by my place for a little leather daddy fun)